So...I was looking at my old account. Rubyfox45.
And, I found a journal in which I was excited to turn 14. And I laughed. I also laughed at my disgusting spelling and grammar. And the suck that was my art.
I ALSO REALIZED...that I had like, 80 million friends back then. Clearly, my goal for becoming a complete shut in is well on it's way to COMPLETION. All I need now is really big glasses and to stop bathing.

Work likes to eat away at my free time. Work and sleep. Because I like sleep, and the work makes me extra tired.
Living with the mom-aunt is an adventure in itself. Will we have heat this month? will we have food? who knows.
Starving...better figure out what sort of food I can make with...lot's of spices and bread. Mmmm. Sleep also comes from lack of nourishment. XD My body is in survival mode.